recent posts. a scar to remember the power of love I miss days like this where I miss and cry over you. what kind of a person have i lost my heart to. Erase him. Forget him.. Erase him already. i just want to be an average kid... 现在想起我经常想的事。。我头脑有病！真的是神经！白吃！ 三个子， 不可能！！！！！！！！！！！！！... 你最近没来找我说话。我知道你过的很好。但每想吃什么或去那里都会想到你以前那样的宠我。我好辛苦，也想自... 26 已想通，别走回头路。 我很开心有很多人疼你，爱你。 不只我一个 (:

a scar to remember the power of love
these rigid walls i've built up to hide my true self
these changes in me for all the pain i've felt..

I miss days like this where I miss and cry over you.

what kind of a person have i lost my heart to.

Erase him. Forget him.. Erase him already.
i just want to be an average kid...
why cant god either give me nothing or give me all.
either let me lead a simple life or an easy life.

what are all these being thrown at a girl who just turned 18?
who am i to settle?
what am i to handle?

money; the reason we live, work, study,...live.

现在想起我经常想的事。。我头脑有病！真的是神经！白吃！

三个子， 不可能！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

你最近没来找我说话。我知道你过的很好。但每想吃什么或去那里都会想到你以前那样的宠我。我好辛苦，也想自己有幸福。我很想又被别人疼。我最想的是能在这一刻马上的把你忘掉。去
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遺憾


別再說是誰的錯　讓一切成灰
除非放下心中的負累　一切難以挽回
你總愛讓往事跟隨　怕過去白費
你總以為要體會人生　就要多愛幾回

與其讓你在我懷中枯萎　寧願你犯錯後悔
讓你飛向夢中的世界　留我獨自傷悲
與其讓你在我愛中憔悴　寧願你受傷流淚
莫非要你嘗盡了苦悲　才懂真情可貴

已想通，别走回头路。

我很开心有很多人疼你，爱你。 不只我一个 (:

我买了一样东西叫叫做教训。你已给了我答案，虽然你一直都没有，也不敢亲口对我说，但我也已猜到。但这次我选了面对现实，不要在骗自己。我也知道我真正的地位是默默做你的守护天使。其他的我不会，也不敢去当。我已满足。
再见我的爱人
我想通了。那多么痛的领悟。我知道要彻底地把你忘了。 我们没在一起，也没有很多值得留念的回忆。我只是一个在你失恋或伤心时能陪你和让你笑的女人。我不是你爱的人，也不是你想疼的人。虽然已过了一年多但我还是念念不忘。每次睡觉前想起你时就会留下热泪。不要问我为什么，我也给不了答案。 但我知道没有你在身边我的鼻酸酸的，心会痛。我的责任是让你开心，把最好的给你。 我不会表示爱，也不会甜言蜜语，更不会对你说心里的话。 我也不期望那么多了。只希望你平安，安全。我不能在你身边，你一定要好好照顾自己。我一直爱着你。看到你交了个新女朋友，你很爱她。她很漂亮。我很提你开心因为有她陪你的日子，她一定会像我对你那样好的对待你，照顾你。我祝福你们。你一定要像我爱你一样的去爱她，不要在爱情方面又犯错。你可以的。天大的事有我，我会帮你拼命。好了，不哭了。我也要坚强地撑着。我一定可以。再次祝福你，希望永远永远默默地做你的守护天使。
tell me
exactly how many times can a heart be crushed?
i cannot contain my blush & smiles!!
i love that ure so near yet so far(:
abrupt calls makes me face so red and hot it explodes
little messages makes my dimple appear.

hunneh bunneh.
can i hold your hands again?


meanwhile i wish you well...
Haley Reinhart - I Who Have Nothing - American Idol 2011 Top 4 (HQ)










i, i who have nothing..
i, i who have no one..
im just a no one, with nothing to give you...
but, ... i love you

im glad :')





 you'll always be my baby
almost revelation
minutes, days, months and now a year have passed. i have gotten used to life without you, without your jokes, your laughter, your endearment. In fact, i've lived with a mentality that this is what we're supposed to be. i've remained and stayed in an abyss so deep, its my comfort zone. i might have waited forever to see you and be with you but then when i had the chance to, i felt like i didn't belong there. i belonged here, not the main character of your life, but here, backstage. your guardian angel who will always love you, adore you, pamper you. the one who will support you and will always want the best for you. i will exchange so many more heartaches and tears for the love you desire. my love, my baby, i will always love you. but today, it hit me that the "you" ... "you" no longer exist...

i love you(:

我很想你。。。





很








想















你

)': if not this life, the next life and the next. i love you forever.
1 year and counting
dont you know, i will always love you.

silly me. where do i even fit in the picture. did i appear?
與其讓你在我懷中枯萎, 寧願你犯錯後悔
. 讓你飛向夢中的世界, 留我獨自傷悲

林佳儀 - 一個人的我依然會微笑


do u rmb when u said ur day sucked, & i'll do whatever to make it better. it was vday, u said its fucked up. i rushed to get u a gift and dropped it at yours. another day, u asked why i bought such an expensive gift. but really, i dont mind, i dont care, i'll get you whatever you want. you've then stretched me to the most i'll do for someone, things that people didnt think its possible to do. this is so unhealthy, then ive changed.. to always push love to its limits.






saved post on: 28/2
this makes me not wna update anymore because really, this said it all.

ugh x
YOU'LL NEVER BE THE BOYFRIEND I THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE. YOU SUCK.
boo
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OH MY GOD, I LOVE THIS CHOWCHOW!


sleeping time: 5am waking time: 6pm
im intimidated, i really am. i dont know how to do what she did. always lost and shy. expressing my love thru monetary values cos thats how i was brought up. but i know ive tried, tho i really dont know if its the right way or not. but i wanted every moment perfect. i cant do it really. i dont even know whats going on in your head and what ure feeling in your heart, uve never shared it tho u always make me speak my mind. like u said im a fucking dumbass.so lets just move on. i'll let someone do what i dont know how to do for me, to love me to adore me to pamper me like im his princess, his angel. and im ready to let that happen. you were my greatest source of happiness, not anymore. i tell myself, really not anymore.