sleeping time: 5am waking time: 6pm
Tuesday, March 1, 2011, 11:50 AMim intimidated, i really am. i dont know how to do what she did. always lost and shy. expressing my love thru monetary values cos thats how i was brought up. but i know ive tried, tho i really dont know if its the right way or not. but i wanted every moment perfect. i cant do it really. i dont even know whats going on in your head and what ure feeling in your heart, uve never shared it tho u always make me speak my mind. like u said im a fucking dumbass.so lets just move on. i'll let someone do what i dont know how to do for me, to love me to adore me to pamper me like im his princess, his angel. and im ready to let that happen. you were my greatest source of happiness, not anymore. i tell myself, really not anymore.