almost revelation
Monday, May 30, 2011, 9:27 AMminutes, days, months and now a year have passed. i have gotten used to life without you, without your jokes, your laughter, your endearment. In fact, i've lived with a mentality that this is what we're supposed to be. i've remained and stayed in an abyss so deep, its my comfort zone. i might have waited forever to see you and be with you but then when i had the chance to, i felt like i didn't belong there. i belonged here, not the main character of your life, but here, backstage. your guardian angel who will always love you, adore you, pamper you. the one who will support you and will always want the best for you. i will exchange so many more heartaches and tears for the love you desire. my love, my baby, i will always love you. but today, it hit me that the "you" ... "you" no longer exist...